Unleash Your Curiosity

I was the type of person that held onto things too tight. Unable to release my grip when it no longer felt righ. And although it gave me blisters & my fingers would ach. I always thought that holding on was worth the pain it take. I use to think in losing things I'd lose part of me too. That slowly i would become awesome. My heart no longer knew. Then one day something happened. I dropped what I had once held dear but my soul became much lighter instead of filled with fears. And it taught my heart that some things aren't meant to last for long. They arrive to teace you lessons. And then continue on. You don't have to cling to people who no longer make you smile. Or do something you have come to hate. If it isn't worth your while that something, that sometimes the thing you're fighting for isn't worth the cost and not everything you ever lose is bound to be a loss.

If you find yourself awake at 3am, unable to sleep because your mind is thinking too much you might be a writer If you fall in love with words, because of what they mean or the way they roll off your tongue you might be a writer If you spend hours trying to come up with the perfect description of something fairly simple you might be a writer If your mind is twisted place, crammed full with beauty, darkness and a slight bit of madness you might be a writer If you often create conversations in your head, regardless of if you'll ever actually use them you might be a writer

It just occurred to me that many people are actually afraid to heal because their entire identity is centered around the trauma they have experienced. They have np idea who they are outside of that trauma, and that unknown can be terrifying.